I’m pretty fucked up right now. I mean, I know it doesn’t show, but I’m working hard at being a better person and trying to get closer to the people around me, otherwise I’ve seen no improvement.
I just wanted to understand what’s going on with me. Why do I always get involved with people who do not truly care about me? Why do I always trust them when I shouldn’t? That’s why I find so hard trusting people and wearing my heart on my sleeve.
I know I screwed huge opportunities up in the past and some of you might call it karma. But when bad things keep on happening over and over, I think you should call it unluck or simply fated sadness.